Loving God...

Recently, I have had this desire to delve into God's word. To find out what he has in store for me, or what he wants to say to me. Naturally, I sometimes slack off in my daily quiet time. But usually it is a pretty steady thing, and then there are those moments. Those ones where I could literally sit in my room and read my Bible for hours, or pray to him for hours, or just spend hours upon hours praising his name. I feel as if these are those defining moments of a relationship that is filled with passion. You know...like a real earthly relationship. Not that there is even a comparison of God's passion and us mere humans' passion. The one where no matter what you do, you cannot help falling for that person. Not that I have much experience, if any, in that area. But I mean come on, I know the difference. Heck, I feel the difference. I can feel the difference from just the beginning of this school year to where I am now. And I love it! I thought I was in love with God back then...Boy was I mistaken! Let me give you a visual of this love that I am feeling--I am striving to love him so much that I honestly have no desire to have a boyfriend. I would love it if God would just bring that ONE guy along. But at this point in my life, I am so satisfied in my love story with God that I don't want to LOOK for my own earthly love story. Look being the key word. I am so in love with God that I think it may just burst all over someone one day...and you are going to want a front row seat to that. Because Sara does not burst hardly any emotion towards anyone, most of the time!--You may think that I am crazy...but are you sure? I mean I probably am crazy to an extent. But are you saying that and have never taken the chance to further your relationship with God? Just because this is coming from a girl, who to the world's opinion I probably think about love all the time, doesn't mean a thing when it comes to loving God but for those guys out there who are questioning my sanity or my feelings about God, have you tried deepening that relationship? Because let me assure you of one thing, if you honestly put effort into that deepening of the relationship over some time, you will be feeling the effects!! That is the truth. None of us deserve the love he has for us, none of us can ever pay him back. But you can bet that if we try to love him half of what he loves us, we will be crazy in love(haha, sorry it is like Beyonce day on fuse...anyway), and we will be a different person than when we started the adventure! yep, this was really long, but it was what was on my heart! Have a great adventure falling for the God of the Universe!!!!

XOXO--Sara